I am going through my days here on this earth wondering what to do, I have my ups and my downs but these days I have more downs then ups. I have a loving boyfriend that is always there to pick me up and I am grateful for his love even though we are going through some tough times we are managing to get back on track.
But lately I am more on earth then up in the clouds, the clouds are nice this time of year but I don’t seem to care this year, instead I am running around the earth with all my thoughts in a mess. When I am with my man I am fine and all is well and happy but when I am on my own I am lost beyond my contempt.
I am trying to gather my myself and put back the pieces that have broken off but some days I don’t even want to try and get out of bed. Life is tackling me with things I can not handle and just when I get one piece of my puzzle back another falls off.
Will I ever get to see the clouds this year or will gravity struck me back to earth.